Why does no one want me?
Why does no one desire me?
No, some do desire me, but like my grandfather, they only want to use me.
Why am I alone?
Why must I be alone?
I’ve been alone for 3 decades, 3 decades hidden away. Hiding away from the world.
Why must I be strong?
Why must I endure until they find me?
Going to many events, putting myself out there. Wanting someone to talk to me. Some do, but the right one never does.
When will the loneliness end?
How much longer do I have to wait?
I’m beautiful, sexy, and desirable. I’m an amazing person. I know it, my friends know it.
So, why am I alone?
Why does no one want me?
I don’t know what to do next, but I guess I’ll do it alone. I’m done with dating apps, I’m done hoping that cute girl will talk to me. I’m done trying.
It hurts to much.
~ Lily Lulonut
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